The Fear of what Comes Next (I Get it, I Understand)

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Back-up vocals by Briteny Holden

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You tell me that I have changed, but you'll stay stagnant till you're dead
If the fear of what comes next is keeping you alive then I'm sorry but you're wasting your time
Cause I know what it's like to be dead, I have been killed so many time right here in my own bed
All I know now self defense, I keep a shotgun under my mattress

And I create by destroying, my loved ones and my family
I could try to keep the peace but I can't seem to help but lie

I'm due for some apologies, but I hold animosity
Sinking softly, vast and shitty, stuck inside this run down city
Looking for some sex or pity, stuck inside my own empathy

She said "Could you just forget it, we just won't last", I say "It's okay, I get it, I understand
But now my mouth's full of vomit please let me expand, this was not my intention, it was not my plan
I'm sorry I hurt you but please come back, I'm on crutches without you, cause I can't stand
On my own" and I'm seething, I'm bleeding out, she says "It's okay, I get it, I understand,
but could you just forget it, we just won't last" I say "It's okay, I get it, I understand
It's okay, I get it, I understand, It's okay, I get it, I understand"

I create by destroying, my loved ones and my family
I try to keep the peace but I can't seem to help but lie

I could try to keep the peace but I
I could try to keep the peace but I

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from Something To Be Proud Of, released January 15, 2017

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A Judgmental Swarm Of Bees Albany, New York

Hi I'm Sam, the singer, songwriter, and guitarist for this band. My friend Meaghan plays the drums. When we play shows we love to get audience members on stage with us to play the washboard or tambourine. We screen print all of our own merch and record everything ourselves in my basement.

We like what we do, hopefully you will too.
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